Read it for yourself and stop trying to create a god of your own choosing. You may also want to stop following and repeating unholy and ungodly explanations of The One True God who was in Christ Reconciling the world unto Himself. When you finish follow the Apostle with the keys to the kingdom - obey Acts 2:38 and the rest of God’s Word given to us through His Holy Apostles and Prophets.
ONE GOD
Deut. 6:4, Isa. 44:8,24, Isa. 45:5-6, Isa. 43:10-11, Isa. 9:6, Mat. 1:23, Jn. 1:1, 14, I Tim. 2:3, John 10:30, Col. 2:9, I Cor. 8:5, Jn. 14:8-11. Read them, meditate on them day and night and if I don’t meet you on earth I will meet you in Heaven. Amen
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